i'm emo

damn i've been feeling terrible lately.

I emo for no reason and sometimes for stupid reasons of which i shall not mention. I think its a tad bit of jealousy here and there. bad me. bad bad me.

I'm going deaf cause my ear is blocked almost completely for real by the fungus.
Everyone suddenly decided to talk softly and i cant hear a lot of things :(

I miss my high tech fast loading phone. everyone has a cool phone :(

I've been listening to a lot of stories and i go damnnnn i wish my life was exciting like that.
But guys who tell me your stories, dont worry, i like them ;)

I have no mood to study and i feel like a cooped up hen at home :(

I'm sorry to the people who I'm hurting of leaving out in school :(
I think people not happy with me. sad.

I miss my non prefect life sometimes but i also like the prefect thing ;)

I WANNA GO OUT. I WANT A HUG. I realised a lot of people dont like being hugged. but its ok, my pu, ita, freddo and lovebug (new name woohoo ) will be there to hug me :D

I realise i put a lot of smiley faces everywhere to express myself. heh.

I should talk to the people who i stopped talking to again. maybe it'll be fun?

k this emotional ass has to go study. sorry blog for ranting to you. i love you.

Anyone who feels this way, i have a suggestion, put on earphones at a volume you feel is just nice and listen to Just the way you are - Bruno Mars. Rest your head on a table or something and just close your eyes. Enjoy the song. its a nice song that makes people feel all better. Heh i sound like i'm advertising him. I'M NOT! LOL.

<3