Thank You

Wow today was an okay day all the way until towards the end.

FINALLY BACK IN TRAINING. No matter how much I was unprepared, i can truly say, I was happy to be back in business!

Doing all the drills and passes and just being back in the team and knowing I have something to work towards :)

But competition is stiff as hell this year for main team :X

And vinita no size advantage but wth man. heehee.

Did team appreciation then coach talked a bit.

Ouch. Yes, she practically told story of my life. Convince parents who dont allow for some trainings, she said studies arent completely everything or else we'll just be nerds (or something something like that), busy schedules (she did manage to mention prefects and extra school based events ._. )

Coach, its not that we are not dedicated but yes studies come first. And all these extra stuff like math and english, we are forced. I really want to make it to main team. What I felt last year, yeah, it sucked so badly I dont want to feel that way again. I really am willing to work hard if given the chance. Yes I admit I was not performing last year and I am kinda "rusty" in ways but I want to train! I want to be back on court playing competitive. I hope you'd give us a chance instead of just blacklisting us like that.

Anyway, boy was I mad. As in angry mad, not delusional crazy mad :P

My eyes even like turned red. Thank you team for caring for me. Vinita just overthinks stuff sometimes. And i dont wanna re-experience last year again. yeah.

Then i went home, sat in my room and red the team appreciation note and well *whispers* I was so touched at the note and at my team mates that a tear trickled down my face.

Everything I worked for in netball, i thought nobody realized but after reading that, it really touched my heart and it was an ENORMOUS motivation for me to well, PROVE ahem wrong. I hope i can ^^

Thank you a lot a lot guys.

Even though I'm really bad at expressing myself and vocalizing how I truly feel, I love you guys.

That note is really really huge motivation for me and it's really comforting that people know I work hard. I'm carrying that note everywhere I go now

To both the juniors and my teammates, Love you lots and lots and thank you berry the much!