Just when I drag myself out of me mini crisis/ emo/ a wee bit depressed phase and I'm happy for a day or two, i drag myself back down. wtf man vinita.

I didn't lose my stuff for such a long time and once again, i was just talking to a friend saying "i dont like it when people judge me based on my past of losing things so much", i realised, where the hell is my shoe bag?!

The contents of the shoe bag are expensive ttm and well, now i dont have gear for training.

Even SBS lost and found department closed for the day. How did I lose something as big as a shoe bag?!

I dont even have the guts to tell my parents that I lost it already. I've disappointed them a thousand million times already and I really dont wanna add it all up. I'm trying to do it on my own and get it back. I hope luck would be on my side when it comes to this.

I really really hope so. I dont wanna be a let down and a headache to my parents or my friends anymore.