DAYUM THATS LONG AND NAGGY. But i mean it :)

So once again, I lost something but it has been recovered. But during the period of time that it was gone, I just thought to myself. Wtf is wrong with me? I can never be careful.

And then I started thinking about exco stuff. Its been a month and results aint out yet. All i know is that I didnt get the vice head position that i was running for from the start of the selections. I was pretty torn up about it but kept it within me. I kept telling myself. A close friend of mine got the BIG BOSS position and instead of being down about myself, I should be happy for her and even proud of her.

Some other stuff that was hiding somewhere in my head just came out via waterworks that day but after the waterworks, before i told anyone anything, that NEW BIG BOSS friend of mine had retweeted this on twitter saying it was for me.

" Everyone wants happiness without any pain, but you can't get a rainbow without a little rain."

"When the guy you like does something cute and you have to just tell your best friend all about it and freak out together."

" I love talking to you, because I know that for that one moment, you paid attention to me."

" Sometimes, the strongest of all relationships starts out with a small friendship and works its way up in a lifetime."

It really brought my spirit up cause at that point of time, i was really doubting myself and wondering why I was such a terrible person who disappointed everyone on a regular basis.

Then a friend that I recently made asked if I was okay because of that one tweet i had put up so i just said that I'll be fine in time to come and that I would pick myself up sooner or later. He texted me this..

"Just stay happy okay? You've like helped me when I'm sad so its my turn to help you, so dont look down, turn that frown upside down (: "

Another friend also asked if I was okay or not. At that point of time, my heart really melted cause I didnt quite say that I needed someone but still there were people who came to check on me and stuff. Idk how to put it in words but Just to know that people do care out there really made me feel a million billion trillion times better.

I may not be as fun as my other friends and when I talk I may go outta point a lot and I may be boring but if you guys need me, I'm always here to help or even just lend a listening ear. Thank you for being there for me when im down, I love you guys <3