:(

Is that really the impression I give off?
I'm trying to defend myself but nobody believes me. Thanks :(

I'm really not a bad person. Well thats just my take.

At least today i felt like someone actually was on my side and believed me, my friend for 9 years :)

Even though we fell apart over the years, when I talk to her again I still believe that we are close friends. Just need to spend more time with her thats all. I'm sorry I lost touch with you and yes I really do miss you. And today's freak accident of "speak of the devil" just scared really made me panic but thank you for being there. You really dont know how much it meant to me knowing that someone still has faith in me being me :)

Gosh I sound like a friend-less loser but just know it meant a lot to me when you didn't gimme the ._. face :) I've been seeing it a lot lately! hahah.

I really wish I could post a picture of us right now right here but.. The picture is kinda on your facebook profile which you de-activated but no problem-o. You know who you are <3

But I'm gonna keep coming back with a smile on my face as much as I can keep it there so BWUAHAHAHAHHAAH.

Okay so now I need to go and rush literature and chemistry and Amath and a whole shitload of homework.

Why cant time just stand still and I can just take a break from all the work and live my life a bit. Its been a long time since I've gone out with friends.

Goodbye Dimmy.

Sorry for being so emo recently.