damnit.

Yes i feel emo. LOL.
Now thinking back, i actually am kinda anti social. heh.
I just stick to the people i'm close to and i'm very awkward with a lot of people. Why do ppl think i'm popular man? LOL.

Nvm, today methodist heritage day not so fun. Just sat in the bus the whole time and my phone was my best friend.

Fb group: Mulan is the best disney princess.She joined the army, made everyone think she was a guy, made the captain think he was gay, totally defeated the huns and saved china. All sleeping beauty did is wake up.

Whats with me and idolising girls who can pull off as a guy?
No i'm no bung or anything, i'm straight but i tihnk its really cool when girls can pull off as guys and blend in as a guy. Like in You're Beautiful and Coffee Prince, MULAN TOO. SHE'S MY FAVOURITE PRINCESS HANDS DOWN NO NEED TO THINK ALSO. Love her man.

Can you imagine me pulling off as a dude? LOL. I wish.

Vinita, why you you have to be a over-committer? If not today, its gonna kill you very soon.
HongKong holiday please come earlier and bring me away from everything.

But for the meanwhile, you'll survive through it all! SMPF, trainings, homework and everything.
And for destress:

1) 2010 outing (EAST COAST BABY)
2) Clique patience outing (STEAMBOAT BABY)
3) Hyoju vinita outing (DUNNO WHERE YET!)

K need to shower byebye love you!

last day of sch babeh,

Results came out today! WOOOHOO.
I got into the stream i wanted but now i wonder what wld happen if i became a trip sci student?
Anw took a lot of pictures with other people's cameras.
AND 2-1 RECORDED A FEW SONGS TOGETHER BUT I'LL NEVER FORGET YOU IS THE BEST.
Will get it from xiaohui soon and get it up.
For once, 2-1 felt super united sitting there and singing together, will get it uploaded.

When i got my book, i saw 3A3 i was just like "ok, yay, got my history"
Then next Xiaohui. Saw hers, screamed like someone was after her with a knife. SHE FREAKING SCREAMED HER LUNGS OUT AT MS TAN. EVEN MR LIM GOT A SHOCK. I ran over to see and she got 3A3 too.

WE STARED AT EACH OTHER, SCREAM, HUG AND JUMP. SCREAM SCREAM.
Milo, I'm proud of you :)
I told you you can definitely make it to pure and LUCKY you put option 8 as your first choice and not your combined. see, take risks, sometimes it pays. And must listen to vinita and be confident k :) Love! Buttt now you're stuck with this gross kid for another 2 years. :D
Welcome to hell babeh :D BWUAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.

3A3 with milo, belle, stella, madeline, radiant, huiyi, elsa, carissa and many more :)

Cloodie, Dont be emo k, i know you may not have the best of the best of classmates but yeah, i think i told you a lot of times alr but you dont read this blog no more so i'll just say it again, any problems, walk next door and lemme know k :) NEIGHBOR! i may not be the best person to comfort you cause well, my shoulder is a bit low. very cute leh today, i so short you so tall! But i hope i did comfort you k dear :) Also, i'm proud of you too! You overcame a lot of stuff and did exceptionally well in your class. Dont be worried bout the new class k :)

Then went for math, almost forgot bout it man. LOL. Training, wah thanks. slammed in the nose straight hard ball, i almost thought my nose was bleeding!! got that wierd smell thing, i swear it was the smell of pain. I AM NOT KIDDING. THERE IS A SMELL OF PAIN. and my nose became damn flexi but i think its ok now. Then slammed in my right side of my face. thank got my nose never kena again but eye started watering. then slammed in my chin. Then on court slighly twisted ankle. i was trying to run but it came out as a weird hop on court. Then almost sprained the other ankle. Then got jabbed in the waist once, tummy once. Got stepped on but i stepped on hazel too. LOL. Then ball rammed into my chest at full strength and speed. Runs all off some more. ITS KINDA FUNNY HOW MUCH INJURY I GOT SO SUDDENLY.

Went home :)

yesterday and today

sup baby blog :D



P6 open house:

Quite fun until got sent up to be stagehand T_T
sit in the damn hall backstage carry out sofa on stage, shift piano.
Then go down play :D
We shoot shoot a lot, play feeding and stuff :D
Elsa came and play with us after her duty and esmer helped us with booth :D

FINALLY PLAYED TABLE TENNIS AGAIN. I miss playing with my team :(
Miss our crazy trainings and our stupid games we play when mr kim not there. heheh.
Mr lee is good at table tennis man. played with him also :D
Play until rob call me say pack up.

Then went cycling in the afternoon with bob.
god i dont know how many times i crashed. but its fun :D
WE NEED TO FIND MORE SLOPEY ROADS TO SPEED DOWN.
Cycle then rain so we play indoors first talk talk. Found out my bike is a man bike and hers is a girl bike thats RED. grrr. i want red bike.
Found playgrounds! Stupid seesaw la. bob so heavy i got stuck on top and cannot come down. but i went down and she went up. then i got off. BOB WENT PLONK ON THE FLOOR. then i felt bad cause her ass must hurt so i gave her a hug :D I SO NICE.
Went home, celebrate mamo's birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMO! 38 NOW :D WBUAHAHAHAHAHAH. But i know you'll still play with me when i visit and we can watch cartoons ;D

Thats the way i want everyday to be, playday!
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went tuition today, WENJING AND I FOUND OUT BOB'S WEAKNESS. BWUAHAHAHAHAHHA.
Qing got isolated :P
Later must go back to science tuition damnit.
I WANNA STOP TUITION ALR AT LEAST UNTIL JAN.
I never get a break :(
Sad life.

Next week everyday SMPF 2-6 also. die la. LOL. but really, die.
How my group gonna turn out also i dunno.
May be losing our 2nd member and then only 2 of us? i duwan la.

And now suddenly so many plans :S
I'mma make them come true ;)
Hopefully without going broke!

XOXO
Me!

Embarrassment and happiness.

THE EMO PHASE IS OVER YAY I'M BACK TO BEING NOISY AND BUGGING PEOPLE!
Sorry Zhijing :(
I never meant to hurt your feelings in any way.

SOOOO INNOVATION WEEK IS OVER THANK GOD.
But my group a bit fail :(
But at least we had something right? :D

Melanie's group should have won first. everyone knows that. but its ok guys you still rock ;)

Last 2 thingy to overcome for now is Softball games and P6 open house.

DID PRESENTATION FOR SOFTBALL TODAY. Got into a lil trouble and a lil confusion in the morning but heck, it worked out.

OMG. today after the tour from Wah and her LD senior and peer lite i thought got meeting and rushed in HCL room to find out that I WAS IN THE FREAKING WRONG MEETING. saw alvina. sat behind her. showed her the email i got and she told me i was in the wrong meeting. DAMNIT. psps. I just told Ms Deepa that Alvina was here already for netball and i think i should go. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

Going hospital again tmr so i should put my ear drops yeah? yeah.

k i lost my touch of writing here so i'm just gonna leave yeah.

BYEBYE!

17 oct 10

I told my boyfriend I was tired and wanted to fall asleep in his arms,

His reply:

"I know baby. I want you to fall asleep in my arms too because it's the only place you are safe. Someone would have to kill me before they would ever lay a finger on you. At least, when you are in my arms, I know you are safe for a moment."

His LGMH.

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AWWW RIGHT. SO CHWEEEET.

Went tuition and bob overslept so she never come with us -_-
Dude i even told u last night be make sure u dont oversleep!! LOL.

Feel so sian to do anything. I wanna go out and run! But nobody run! And i duwan run @ stadium, so boring. Someone gotta teach me a route and then I can go myself! heheh.

I dont wanna go for tuition, I dont wanna do inno week. I wanna cycle. I wanna swim. I wanna run. I wanna shop. heh :D

Going out for dinner later ;)
Finally a family dinner. and hopefully a peaceful one :D

And yes I do regret committing myself to so many leadership positions. One i volunteered one was assigned just like that. Some more working under her is very very stressful and hard. By next saturday I can start chilling like all my other friends. lets hope nothing else ruins it.

pst. dont go!
pst 2. EH DONT SLACK OFF K. WORK! DONT LEAVE US TO DO EVERYTHING. I WONT BURST IN UR FACE BUT KNOW THT PPL ARE NOT HAPPY WITH YOU!!! *smiles*

emoemoemo.

I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road
HEH SOME DAY I WILL BE ABLE TO TELL SOMEONE THIS AND HELP THEM

Yeah, It's been a ride...
I guess I had to go to that place to get to this one
Now some of you might still be in that place
If you're trying to get out, just follow me
I'll get you there

You can try and read my lyrics off of this paper before I lay 'em
But you won't take this thing out these words before I say 'em
Cause ain't no way I'm let you stop me from causing mayhem
When I say 'em or do something I do it, I don't give a damn
What you think, I'm doing this for me, so fuck the world
Feed it beans, it's gassed up, if a thing's stopping me
I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony
No if ands or buts don't try to ask him why or how can he
From Infinite down to the last Relapse album he's still shit'n
Whether he's on salary, paid hourly
Until he bows out or he shit's his bowels out of him
Whichever comes first, for better or worse
He's married to the game, like a fuck you for christmas
His gift is a curse, forget the earth he's got the urge
To pull his dick from the dirt and fuck the universe

I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

Ok quit playin' with the scissors and shit, and cut the crap
I shouldn't have to rhyme these words in the rhythm for you to know it's a rap
You said you was king, you lied through your teeth
For that fuck your feelings, instead of getting crowned you're getting capped
And to the fans, I'll never let you down again, I'm back
I promise to never go back on that promise, in fact
Let's be honest, that last Relapse CD was "ehhhh"
Perhaps I ran them accents into the ground

Relax, I ain't going back to that now
All I'm tryna say is get back, click-clack BLAOW
Cause I ain't playin' around
There's a game called circle and I don't know how
I'm way too up to back down
But I think I'm still tryna figure this crap out
Thought I had it mapped out but I guess I didn't
This fucking black cloud still follow's me around
But it's time to exercise these demons
These motherfuckers are doing jumping jacks now!

I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

And I just can't keep living this way
So starting today, I'm breaking out of this cage
I'm standing up, Imma face my demons
I'm manning up, Imma hold my ground
I've had enough, now I'm so fed up
Time to put my life back together right now

It was my decision to get clean, I did it for me
Admittedly I probably did it subliminally for you
So I could come back a brand new me, you helped see me through
And don't even realise what you did, believe me you
I been through the ringer, but they can do little to the middle finger
I think I got a tear in my eye, I feel like the king of
My world, haters can make like bees with no stingers, and drop dead
No more beef flingers, no more drama from now on, I promise
To focus soley on handling my responsibility's as a father
So I solemnly swear to always treat this roof like my daughters and raise it
You couldn't lift a single shingle on it
Cause the way I feel, I'm strong enough to go to the club
Or the corner pub and lift the whole liquor counter up
Cause I'm raising the bar, I shoot for the moon
But I'm too busy gazing at stars, I feel amazing and

I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

Eminem is just such a cool dude <3

Man now i start to feel nervous about the whole streaming. No more being with my friends and staying in my comfort zone. This is the part I dont like! When i was in p6, and even now. Parting with my friends and in my comfort zone. But knowing myself i wont let me lose them so quickly.

Just let you guys know I'm here for you and I hope you guys will be there for me too when I need you guys! But i'll try not to cause so much troubles i promise. BUT I WILL STILL EMBARRASS YOU GUYS IN PUBLIC~

THATS MY JOB ;)