;);

Sorry, emo post again.

I really really really dont like the state of my life right now. I know its wrong to keep being so negative and i tell people that when they are down but i'm sorry i really cant take it anymore.

Once this crap is over, Hopefully I'll be back to the stupid crazy vinita. But if you see anything wrong, dont worry. Its just a phase. I hope.

This made me smile today though :) The picture and a couple of B2St videos ;)


But now its back to work. *sigh*
Brain please dont fry.

Does that rhyme? I think i rhyme when i'm emo. LOL.
XOXO

HYOJU!

Kk you're flying tonight and you may get stranded in the cold tmr but nvm :D
You can hide in the toilet for warmth. BWUAHAHHAAHAHHA.

I may not be the person that talks to you the most and we may not play that much but yeah I'll miss you.

BUT WE CAN STILL WEBCAM LIKE LAST WINTER RIGHT? :D

When you come back then we can finally do our plan thats been waiting since last year and i can teach you play poooooool :D
Although someone alr taught you *wink* HEHEHEHEHEH.

Have fun back home and tell me if the person really stalked you and hide in the gimgilbang!

And must take a lot of pictures!

One day i shall see the totally whacky side of you that i see when i walk past 2-3 :D
And we will just play play play!

Have fun in korea k :D
AND BRING HAN GYUL BACK! When you bringing her back? I wanna say hello :D

I'll text you later! Is your phone even working? LOL.

Loadsa love <3
ME!

poreotix

POREOTIX BABEH ;)

bad times.

Damn, its times like this i feel so freaking down.

I wonder, do people care?
I wonder, do people hate me?
I wonder, what do people say about me?
I wonder, why am I anti social?
I wonder, why am I so careless?

But sometimes i think, i'm not anti social. I just feel more comfortable around some people more than others. Im sorry if i make people feel left out or if people think im stealing their friends :)

I really just wanna have friends i can consider like a sister I've never had.
In no time to come I would have a really close friend who is a dude. Haha. mummy would kill me.
But maybe in the future, if i'm lucky, maybe a friend who's like a brother i never had?

Yeah i really wish i had a brother.
Someone to bug me and tease me and get on my nerves like my cuzins sometimes.
But also someone to shield me from the world when i need protection, someone to defend me. TO SCARE BAD PEOPLE AWAY! To play with me.

But i have karina, and yes i am grateful for her. I wonder how she stands me. LOL.
I shall just go play soccer and get rid off all this bad vibes.

XOXO