Okay, lets try this another way. The (Y) of today.

uhmm..

-I broke a paper clip cause i was too bored and i was contorting it :D

-Then i extra-ed a bit and stayed back to listen to Clood and Limpo running through their script for SOP.

-Needed to get 10 year series books since im failing chem (again) but made a pit stop to glacious where limpo and I crapped like mad.

- Spammed limpo's twitter.

- Went home, played some more :D

- then I went to nex to get the assesment books (since i was broke the first trip there) and ended up carrying stuff for grocery shopping)

Its been a long time since i just took a day off and PLAYEDDDDD. heehee.

Quite happy with that :D

But now I'm screwed for another quiz. gah. With happiness comes crap. heh.

Just when I drag myself out of me mini crisis/ emo/ a wee bit depressed phase and I'm happy for a day or two, i drag myself back down. wtf man vinita.

I didn't lose my stuff for such a long time and once again, i was just talking to a friend saying "i dont like it when people judge me based on my past of losing things so much", i realised, where the hell is my shoe bag?!

The contents of the shoe bag are expensive ttm and well, now i dont have gear for training.

Even SBS lost and found department closed for the day. How did I lose something as big as a shoe bag?!

I dont even have the guts to tell my parents that I lost it already. I've disappointed them a thousand million times already and I really dont wanna add it all up. I'm trying to do it on my own and get it back. I hope luck would be on my side when it comes to this.

I really really hope so. I dont wanna be a let down and a headache to my parents or my friends anymore.

I hate school. Fullstop.

Just saying..

All you pretty girls out there make me jealous of you sometimes.

heheheehh.

I hate it when I suddenly feel really bad about myself and because of that my behaviour changes, people get unhappy with me.

I'm sorry people but sometimes, talking to myself doesn't work as much as it used to. So just bear with me for a little while and I'll probably bounce back up to being me :)

PLPB WHOOSH.

Today's post shall be a thanking post.

I wanna say thanks to the PLPB for just being there for me.

When I first entered everyone already told me that the board will support each other and care for each other. Your board members will be here for you in times of need and they weren't kidding.

Since I joined the board a year later than everyone in my batch, and i was a bit scared and awkward coming in the first few weeks/ months, it didn't stop me from making friends and getting to know some of the prefects better.

And even though I only started talking a bit more to the exco during synapse dry runs, they're really awesome, fun and supportive people that I can just talk to.

Recently I've been paranoid about a whole lot of shit but knowing that I have the prefects to lean on be it my age, seniors or even some of the juniors really help me through school :)

(Prefects along with my friends of course but this is for the prefects :) )

So far you guys have given me motivation and also support which means a lot to me :)

I really dont wanna think what would happen once the exco steps down..

Even though I just started getting to know them better, I think things would definitely be a whole lot different. I hope even then, I would still be able to talk to them and get to know them better.

Also I really really really hope to get to know the 1996 prefects better :)

I'm sorry if i seem a bit weird/ anti social/ clingy but yeah I really enjoy staying in my comfort zone.

But all in all, thank you PLPB <3

Sorry for joining late but I hope I've been useful :)