Wednesday, May 25, 2011

I know you may feel stressed and I know right now there's something bugging you but just reminding you, I'm here for you :D

POWERPUFF GIRLS FTW BABY~
If you feel down and around, know that D and I are here for you :) <3

I think the picture is the first time i ever went to your place *winkwink*
Turn that frown upside down k :)
XOXO.
One mistake I made of which was an honest mistake which wasn't meant to happen spread like wildfire and I can pretty much bet there are people who have grudges against me right now..

Also, I heard some stuff that really ticked me off. Something about a close friend of mine.

I know I'm not in the right mind to say stuff right now but..
Why do people have to be so judgemental?
If you have a bad impression of someone, why tell the whole wide world and affect their impression on the person?

Idk whats going on in your head really. If you are cool with me or secretly hate my guts. If you do actually talk trash behind my back or not. But i dont wanna play all these mind games. I'm really trying my best to be nice but when you blackface me one day and the next day you're all sweet with me, i really dont know how to react.

I hope I can figure you out soon so I know how to act around you and what to expect from you.
And for all those who are helping with the wildfire news, seriously, it was an honest mistake. I know it totally went against the role I'm taking up but I really didnt do it on purpose.

AHAHAHAH IM BLOWING UP A SMALL MATTER. Just ignore my paranoia if you must :)
Anw Dimmy's a ninja so sssssh.


Thursday, May 19, 2011

1. How we met: Sec 1.1, 2.1, 3A3, and future 4A3, NETBALL♥ PLPB♥

2. My first impression of you: In primary school, that kid don't need to have recess one, always see her playing with a ball(: heh!

3. What I like about you: Always having the initiative and you're a really good listener and nice person to talk to and can always ninja around and make things better! :D Also, being all driven towards what you want(:

4. Favourite memory of you: Running away during class outing to play with water! heh:D

Rest well!♥

Love you elsa :) <3

Monday, May 16, 2011

Like this status and I'll tell you,

1. How we first met
SCHOOL LAST YEAR

2. My first impression of you
SMALL FUNNEH NICE CHIO SMALL DID I SATHAT ALREADY? SMART GUAI

3. What I like about you
HELP ME IN BIO YOUR DIAGRAMS LISTEN TO MY PROBLEMS SOLVE MY PROBLEMS LITTLE KIDDO SEE ME IN WET SUPERMAN SHIRT GOING HELP ME IN HISTORY I THINK OMB THIS IS THE LONGEST I WROTE FOR EVERYONE THAT LIKED THE STATUS UH UH UH NETBALL SENIOR TELL ME I GOT ALOT RELATIONSHIP PROBLEM SMALL DID I MENTION THAT? UH UH UH UR LETTER U GAVE ME ON MY BIRTHDAY UR STARBUCKS SUPERMAN OUTFIT OR WAS IT BATMAN? UR RANDOMNESS UR TARTAR SAUCENESS! FISH BURGER AT MACDONALD CAUSE OF THE TAR TAR SAUCE~

4. Rate our friendship [0%-100%]
95%


Hahahah love you max <3

Sunday, May 01, 2011

DAYUM THATS LONG AND NAGGY. But i mean it :)

So once again, I lost something but it has been recovered. But during the period of time that it was gone, I just thought to myself. Wtf is wrong with me? I can never be careful.

And then I started thinking about exco stuff. Its been a month and results aint out yet. All i know is that I didnt get the vice head position that i was running for from the start of the selections. I was pretty torn up about it but kept it within me. I kept telling myself. A close friend of mine got the BIG BOSS position and instead of being down about myself, I should be happy for her and even proud of her.

Some other stuff that was hiding somewhere in my head just came out via waterworks that day but after the waterworks, before i told anyone anything, that NEW BIG BOSS friend of mine had retweeted this on twitter saying it was for me.

" Everyone wants happiness without any pain, but you can't get a rainbow without a little rain."

"When the guy you like does something cute and you have to just tell your best friend all about it and freak out together."

" I love talking to you, because I know that for that one moment, you paid attention to me."

" Sometimes, the strongest of all relationships starts out with a small friendship and works its way up in a lifetime."

It really brought my spirit up cause at that point of time, i was really doubting myself and wondering why I was such a terrible person who disappointed everyone on a regular basis.

Then a friend that I recently made asked if I was okay because of that one tweet i had put up so i just said that I'll be fine in time to come and that I would pick myself up sooner or later. He texted me this..
"Just stay happy okay? You've like helped me when I'm sad so its my turn to help you, so dont look down, turn that frown upside down (: "

Another friend also asked if I was okay or not. At that point of time, my heart really melted cause I didnt quite say that I needed someone but still there were people who came to check on me and stuff. Idk how to put it in words but Just to know that people do care out there really made me feel a million billion trillion times better.

I may not be as fun as my other friends and when I talk I may go outta point a lot and I may be boring but if you guys need me, I'm always here to help or even just lend a listening ear. Thank you for being there for me when im down, I love you guys <3